no regrets. no qualms. no nothing.

hoorah! im back...and armed! :D

a month had passed, my last entry was about not giving up while going through hell... well guys, guess wat.. those times were tough, but im here... writing... i mean typing... hehe.

so much for that, masaya ako sa naging kinalbasan ng play namin, ng ONAKULEOM... masaya ako kc once again natalo ko ang sarili ko... kala ko hindi matatpos ung storya... kala ko hindi un sasapat... salamat kay Mart,, ang partner ko sa pagsusulat...kc kung wala xa... wala akong motivation, wala akong kasamang mgbrainstorm, wala akong kakampi at wala rin akong kaaway... the script went through alot... sobra! pero syempre, salamat kay Yahweh kc he gave me the ryt ideas at the ryt time... para sa akin, isa ito sa mga achievements ko... kc i wont deny na summer plang pinangarap ko nang magsulat ng isang play na gagamitin sa drama fest... hihi..

but then again, nung panahon na ng pilian... sadly, things turned out bad for me... kc i got sick and all... then i let go... inisip ko na kung hindi nakatadhana para sakin... hindi mangyyri... but in the end it happened... against everything, nangyari itoh... sa tulong ng mga taong naniniwala sa kakayahan kong magsulat at syempre kay Yahweh.. :D

i know i never got to say how grateful i am to my classmates.... thats why... i wanna say thank you now... sa mga naniwala sakin at pati narin sa mga nagduda... kc after everything, i know i did my best...
no regrets. no qualms. no nothing... kya thank you! :)


im not working na pla ulit... kc pinili ko ung play... kc i have to choose between work or studies... it may sound so simple. but it wasnt. the real deal was... i had to choose between my duty or my passion...
i chose my passion.
i chose wat will make me happy.
so...
i chose to write. period.
no regrets. no qualms. no explanations. no nothing.


and so now im back to my old life... back to prepping up and dont forget make-up! back to senseless but laughter-packed tete-a-tetes... and of course... back to studying!

so now, im again a regular college student minus the attitude! hahaha!
these days, i may not have the luxury of spending too much, always in a tight budget like it used too... less starbucks. less gimicks. less fine dining. but not less fun! i know ive made the right decision and though things at home are a bit rough... i know... just like i use to say... i know everything will be okay... Yahweh wont desert me. *wink*

again, no regrets. no qualms. no nothing.