do you like routines? ung tipong parati ganun na lng ang takbo ng buhay mo... ung walang change..? ako hndi... i hate routines... feeling ko mamimiss ko ang life pag parating isang way lng ang daan ko...
habits? do you have habits...? nail-biting habits... excessive smoking habits... and alot more... i do... lotsa them....
i will tell you one of my most noble habits... take note... noble?!!! yah... noble... there is this chapel in teresa,,, ung malapit sa main... sa tabi ng basketball court at health center...lam nio ba un? alm nio, hindi pwedeng hndi ako dumaan sa chapel na un...khit malalate na ako... dadaan tlga ako... as in! mgppray ako kay Yahweh sandali taz mgkkwnto... khit gabi na... khit may ksama pa ako... basta hndi pwede hndi!
knina.. dumaan ako dun... papuntang main... ngdasal ako... ang sabi ko kay Yahweh... wag nia pabayaan mama ko... at sna maubos ung mga food na niluto sa canteen namin... taz all of sudden my mind traced back to my dillema bout a certain friend... then i prayed... ang sabi ko kay Yahweh... "Yahweh, ang gulo po ng isip at puso ko... hndi ko maintndhn kung anu ang dapt kong marmdmn.. kung anu ang dpt kong gawin... Yahweh.. . ipauubaya ko na lng po sainu laht... at maniniwala ako na kung man ang mangyari... iyon ay para sa kabutihan naming dalwa... ikaw na po ang bahala"
technically... i left it all to Yawhweh's divine hands... it feels good, when you lift something up to the Lord and believing in him... trust that everything will be alright in the end.. that things will work its way out with his divine love... i did that coz, i know i'd still have personal inquiries...doubts, pains...in my heart and lifting everything up to him will lessen my tendencies to do things my way... which is im sure will be a disaster...and i might end up hurting myself more...
lifting up something to Yahweh clears the fog that always makes me lose my way... and there's this tinge of relief and feeling that despite the pain... i know, i just know... that he will not let me down... and that he will help us get through...
i didn't do that because im losing hope, but i did that coz im praying for it...
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